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Saturday, April 29, 2006
things you do when bo liao online



well got dis from someone who posted a bulletin in my friendster...do it for fun hahaha...

what/who is your favorite:
1. person: p
2. drink: water
3. song: the way i do by marcos hernandez
4. food: seafood noodles from ps foodcourt
5. thing to do all day: watching dvds continuously hahaha i'm a movie freak
6. late-night activity: hanging out wid my buddies either clubbing or pigging out supper
7. number: 13

When was the last time you:
8. cried :three years ago...
9. laughed:last night chattin online wid kel
10. hugged someone: p if sms huggies counted wahahaha
11. slept with someone special: err been waiting for that day wahahaha
12. felt depressed:a year ago when i was jobless for two weeks
13. felt overworked:everyday is a breeze for a slacker like me
14. lied:i don lie cause i'm a bad liar

What was/were the last:
15. words you said: "hope you dream of the pong pong gals" to kel
17. song you listened to: with every breath by jars of clay feat. leigh nash (its therapeutic)
18. thing you drank: water
19. place you went to: the new bakery near my house
20. movie you saw:inside man
21. movie you rented: xmen2

Who was the last person you:
22. hugged: aiyo ref above lah, qs no. 10
23. cried over: someone i've gotten over three years ago
24. kissed: err my dad before i go to work (yup i'm a daddy's girl)
25. shared a secret with: kel
26. had a sleepover with: no one
27. called: i don't like to call ppl
28. went to a movie with: kel
29. saw: my colleagues in sh
30. were angry with:no one
31. missed:p

Have you ever:
33. danced in the rain: yes wahahaha crappy rite
34. gone to someplace special with someone
special: yup that was three years ago...
35. done drugs: nope
36. partied 'til the sun came up: looad of times in the past but now i'm a self-confessed saint
37. gone out with someone special: ref to qs 34
38. had lunch with someone special:
ref to qs 34

My life:
39. name: zehan f shah
40. relationship status:single and unavailable cause i'm waiting for someone
41. nationality: sinagporean
42. occupation: slacking in the office and disturbing my friends on msn wahahaha

Play :
43. i'm feeling: k
44. i'm listening to:you and me by lifehouse
45. i'm doing: dis bo liao thingy cause i'm bo liao at home
46. i'm thinking of: p 24/7 (k i'm corny)

Love
47. love: p
48. in love: p
49. my current love: waiting for p
50. best love song: guilty by blue
51. is it possible to be in love w/ more than one
person at the same time: tried, but its not my style
52. is there such thing as love @ first sight: totally 100% possible
53. wat r u doing : aiyo ask again, ref to qs 45
54. wat song r u listening to now: run to me by oscar de la hoya
55. wat color of shirt r u wearing: err a red tank top
56. wat is d brand of the shirt:its a tank top lah, OP
57. where r u now: in my room
58. wat r u thinking now: what is p doin now?

Picky picky:
59. dog or cat : dog
60. sunshine or rain: sunshine
61. hugs or kisses: kisses hahahaa
62. summer or winter: winter
63. playstation or nintendo: xbox can?
64. car or motorcycle: car
65. house party or club: club
66. sing or dance: dance

brand
67. where do u cut ur hair: 10bucks for 10mins (yup i'm cheapskate hahaha)
68. what is the brand of ur bag: nike
69. what is the brand of ur wallet now: ripcurl, birthday pressie from some of my close colleagues in sh
70. what is the brand of ur sandal: havaianas
71. what is ur favorite brand of clothes: no particular brand, as long as i fancy i will buy
72. what brand do u use for ur shower: adidas


my pondered thoughts have spoken
10:24:00 AM

Thursday, April 27, 2006
mistakes are made to be learnt...



mistakes...its the lesson we learn out of it...that makes us a better person...that make us realise we have to be thankful with what we have...though at times, mistakes learnt...after its too late...or we lose something or that someone precious...

these past few days make me realise...how important she is to me...yup, she's not an expressive person...and she's a very low profile type of gal...though we met once in our lives...she's always been there when i need her...the days when i miss her...its like we have a telepathy connection...

3yrs is a long time to wait for someone...but i have yet to find the right time to tell her my feelings...and to think that i wanted to let go...thinking that finding someone else i will be better off...

and i'm lucky i realised my mistake soon...cause no one else is worth the pain...


The Way I Do Marcos Hernandez

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
[x2]



my pondered thoughts have spoken
10:45:00 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006



i'm kinda "speechless"...it had been awhile since i really blog...yup my life had been in a lil merry-go-round two weeks ago...it started when i left starhub...got a permanent job at funmobile (its not really a fun job, hahahaha cause we practically have to handle calls from super duper angry customers)...left the job after two days...cause the job really depresses me...but my colleagues over there had been nice...its a relaxing environment...its the customers that i can't stand...well went back to da paolo...yes it was so good to be back there...met the regular customers and they were so happy to see me again...yes get to know more new customers...ooohhh not forgetting dis super cute, duper tall (i think she's like 1.8+ tall) kiera knighly lookalike babe...my god she's only 18 but so hot (k z stop drooling hahaha)...and yeah i get to see this cute gal that i had a crush on...my what a lot of difference a year made...but den after two and a half weeks of pure heaven...i quit...yeah you guys must be thinking what a doofus i am rite...well i have a valid reason for doin so but i ain't gonna tell why...as they say everything happens for a reason rite...

as for my life now...i'm taking things slowly...and umm kinda addicted to korean movies now (yup i know its corny)...but i don care i love everything korean especially kim ha neul (whom by the way looks totally like her, hahaha)...can't wait for her new movie to come out, comic youth starring opposite kwon sang woo...to those of you who are from mars...maybe you would like to checkout my tutor friend, which both of them starred in..its 101% hilarious...

as for her she's busy wid school to bother about me (oops am i whining hahaha)...nuh-uh not gonna do that in my blog (oops)...just can't wait for her to finish her exams...been trying to finish up da vinci code book...so that i can ask her to go and watch the preview wid me...so those of you out there wish me luck k...pray hard that she will say yes wahahahaha...

k now i'm gonna head to bed...don wanna get hooked to the pc...zzzZZZZ


my pondered thoughts have spoken
10:16:00 PM