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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
survey for the bo liaos, done by a bo liao



i'm doin this survey cause i'm bored...secondly my name has been wanted in ger's and ian's survey...so let's do this bo liao survey wahahaha...

when you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
haiz why does my hair look like shit everyday Image hosted by Photobucket.com

how much cash do you have on you today?

hahaha i'm poor everyday, at most 10 bucks dun mind if there's anyone kind out there wanna donate their money to me hur hur hurImage hosted by Photobucket.com

what word rhymes with "tests".

Image hosted by Photobucket.com hmm, let me think about it while waiting for my hot bottle of milk...k what about err less, mmmmess, ooohhh i'm getting better in dis and k one last shot...oooh k rests...woo wee i did it

favorite plant?

weed anyone? Image hosted by Photobucket.com

who is the fourth person on your missed call list on your cell phone?

who else but my kpo dad who's bored at home Image hosted by Photobucket.com

what is the main ringtone on your cellphone?

you are beautiful by james blunt Image hosted by Photobucket.com

what shirt are you wearing?

black shirt which i bought when i was in poly, k now its kinda tighter cause no money to buy new clothes mah Image hosted by Photobucket.com

do you label yourself?

what kind of ridiculous question is this Image hosted by Photobucket.com next!!!!

brands of shoes you currently wearing?

nowadays i dun have the habit to wear shoes cause i'm beginning to be more slack in my dressing, also no chio bu will be interested in me wear so nice for what rite... Image hosted by Photobucket.com but i have a pair of adidas kids shoes (err my feet is small lol) and two nike shoes dumped in my storeroom ha ha ha

bright or dark room?

of coz Image hosted by Photobucket.com ...hur hur hur not what you thinking lah...i like dark room so i can watch my dvds as if i'm in a cinema theatre

what were you doing at midnight last night?

fallen asleep while watching Image hosted by Photobucket.com in my room


what was the last texted message you receive on your cellphone?

"meet you dis sat bro Image hosted by Photobucket.com "

do you ever click on "popped up" or banner?


do i sound like an idiot to you Image hosted by Photobucket.com

whats the saying you say alot?

kns = ka na sai Image hosted by Photobucket.com

who told you they love you last?

doesn't matter anymore Image hosted by Photobucket.com

1st furry thing you touch?

i'm not guniang hor Image hosted by Photobucket.com i dun own any furry things

how many drugs have you done on the last three days?

i need my caffeine plsssssssssssssssssssszzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZ
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how many rolls of film you need to get developed?

dey which century you from now everyone using digicam, anyways don own one and don like to take pics...so dis question is totally irrelevant lah so now you can
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favorite age you have been so far?

1yr old cause everything seems new and innocent to me back den
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your worst enemy?

the evilness of a human being towards another
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what is your current desktop picture?

a pic of someone who mean the world to me Image hosted by Photobucket.com


what was the last thing you said to somebody?

"good morning dude" Image hosted by Photobucket.com

if you have to choose between $1000000 bucks or to be able to change a major regret?

i don believe in having regrets as life itself is too short...though i may not be much of a materialistic type of person i shall say i go for the money Image hosted by Photobucket.com

do you like someone?

yup i do, just waiting for the right moment to tell her waiting...waiting..waiting...Image hosted by Photobucket.com

the last song you listened to?

stolen by jay sean Image hosted by Photobucket.com

people i hope to see do this quiz?

anyone who is bo liao enuff to read this entry wahahahaha Image hosted by Photobucket.com


my pondered thoughts have spoken
10:16:00 AM

Monday, November 28, 2005
i'm proud and out...but are you of me...




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sometimes i wonder if everyone is special...why are we easily prejudiced against one another...its sad to say no matter which century we are living...being a homosexual has never been gracefully embraced by society...those dissaproving stares...sarcastic remarks from strangers who doesn't even know you...or insensitive questions about why you end up being gay or lesbian...

what matters worst is when there's hardly any support at home...everyday the arguments will be about how the way you dress, the way you cut your hair...or when will be the day you change for the sake of other people's happiness...but have they ever thought about how you felt...no they don't...and i guess they never will...

cause in their eyes...you'll never be perfect...the way they thought they are...normal...just normal...




my pondered thoughts have spoken
3:58:00 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005
privacy is a luxury



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are our lives so boring...dat we have to pry into another person's private life for the sake of blogging...it's kinda sad dun you think so...
envy...ain't all of us guilty of it at some point in our lives...it may just be an innocent envy wid the girl sitting beside you...caused she scored higher marks than you...or envious wid the neighbor next door cause he won the first prize in a draw...but being envious of someone and prying her privacy for the world to know...it's disgusting and morally wrong...ain't everyone entitled to his or her own privacy...but i guess not when you are living in a world of superficial people...who are indenial of their own insecurities...that they have to air another person's dirty laundry to make themselves feel good...
so before you start judging someone...do yourself a favour...look at yourself in the mirror, and you'll realise you ain't that perfect either...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
4:24:00 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005
changes...



changes...you either love it or just have to painfully go through with it...no doubt its part and parcel of everyone's journey in life...at time it moulds you into a better person and at time it just makes you sad...but most of the time it comes to you when you least expect it...

been working in starhub for a while now...its been nine months (and counting) since my very first day...a place which i used to think will be the last place on earth i wanna work...but its the place where i learnt to love and also forged great friendships...a place where i'll never forget till the day i die...

what makes a place you work memorable...are the people whom you look forward to meet every single day...i'm glad to say most of my colleagues make me feel dis way ever since our friendship grown stronger...in a mere matter of few months...but as they always say 'nothing lasts forever'...and two of my good friends, ian and ger are leaving (ian has already left a few days ago)...cause both of them has found better jobs...though things will never be the same again and its sad to see them go...i'm happy that they've found a better job...hope everything will go well for them in their new job...as for me...still have to get use to the empty seat beside me (cause ian my use to sit beside me) and also working without them (k i'm being drama mama)...hur hur hur still have the rest of my good friends in the office...to make my stay memorable while it last...

z's quote of the moment:
'the day we say goodbye, is the day we say hello to future days of everlasting friendship'


my pondered thoughts have spoken
6:32:00 PM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005
me, my life and i...



kel told me that i redo my blog more often than i really blog...well the problem is whenever i'm in front of my pc all ready to type my thoughts...dats when my mind just go blank...or i'll have to ponder hard for the right words...and eventually i'll just give up and procastinate...

anyways been busy wid work and hari raya for the past week...its been eye opening moments these past few days...i suddenly realise my biological clock is ticking (tick tock, tick tock)...hahaha its such an amazement to me dat how my nieces and nephews has grown up after not seeing them for the past (i think nearly) a year...they make me feel so old and it feels dat my time is running out by the seconds...there's so many things to achieve and yet so little time left...within a blink of an eye a quarter century of my life has come and go...

i've always wanted a simple life...but i guess wid wad's goin on wid the world now...living a simple life ain't enough for one to be satisfied...but den again i'm thankful for wad i have and has been through...my life had been full of ups and downs...and i'm glad to say everything and everyone has played a part in moulding me into who i am today...

on a lighter note...i can't wait for the animated movie 'chicken little'...its the story of chicken little who mistook a falling acorn for a piece of the sky...causing a widespread chaos that tarnishes his reputation...chicken little is determined to clear his name...until one day, a pice of the sky indeed fall on him...this time around chicken little and his friends, decided to save the world...without creating any chaos...dis is a simple story based from a popular tale 'the boy who cried wolf'...and another reason i am dying to watch it cause kel really looked like chicken little lol...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
3:45:00 PM