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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
melancholy and my infinite sadness...



boredom looms over me...feeling of melancholiness crept towards me...i feel so jaded...i wonder why...a few moments ago i was smiling and laughing...but now all i can think is...burying myself over piles of blankets...wish i'm blind...wish i'm deaf...wish i'm mute...to the world around me...

am i just being paranoid...guess your absence starts to make me wonder...i miss you...where are you when i needed you...can't you sense the emptiness i'm feeling...i feel like crying out...but all i hear are silent wispers from my heart...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
8:59:00 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005



sitting alone in the office...my mind starts to wander...all i think about is you...sometimes you just surprises me...especially when i'm down...or when i'm at the point of giving up on you...and dats the time you surprised me wid your presence...well you dun have to be right in front of me...but just your presence on msn or an sms from you...make me smile wid glee...

sometimes i wonder if you can read my mind...even though you are miles away...but for now i'm thankful for wad we have...as i quietly wait in the corner...just for you... my only you...
if one day i have to choose...that person will be you...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
5:18:00 PM