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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
8:34:00 AM
friends...you can never live without them...as i grow older i realise true friends are the most important people in your life besides your family...i'm one of those people who are lucky to get to know wonderful people who means a lot to my life...it doesn't take a lifetime to find those special people...they may just be the person who sits at the corner of the office, or the someone whom you hardly talks to, or the someone you chat on msn, or the someone who just sits right beside you...i believe everything in life is just right there, it depends on you to find them (be it the one you wanna spend your whole life with or dat special buddy you can joke wid, share your tears and fears or just lend a helping hand when he/she needs it)...
well i guess i better stop being sissy about dis (hur hur hur hur)...anyways wanna share a pleasant surprise wid everyone...well i've been trying to keep mum about my bday...i dun know y i guess as i get older i dun like my bday to be a big hooha...but a few of colleagues went to find out about it...one of them even remembered it cause there was once when she saw the date on my ic...they all pretended it was just another day at work...towards lunch, kel took out a present and a card and gave it to me...hahaha i was kinda embarassed...i was like ''kel you must be the mastermind and told them rite''...they gave me a quicksilver wallet and a cute card...i'm really touched (k being sissy :P) and also paiseh at the same time lah hahaha...anyways who needs love when you have friends dat make your day happening be it at work or my buddies who i hang out wid...
my pondered thoughts have spokenwell i guess i better stop being sissy about dis (hur hur hur hur)...anyways wanna share a pleasant surprise wid everyone...well i've been trying to keep mum about my bday...i dun know y i guess as i get older i dun like my bday to be a big hooha...but a few of colleagues went to find out about it...one of them even remembered it cause there was once when she saw the date on my ic...they all pretended it was just another day at work...towards lunch, kel took out a present and a card and gave it to me...hahaha i was kinda embarassed...i was like ''kel you must be the mastermind and told them rite''...they gave me a quicksilver wallet and a cute card...i'm really touched (k being sissy :P) and also paiseh at the same time lah hahaha...anyways who needs love when you have friends dat make your day happening be it at work or my buddies who i hang out wid...
8:34:00 AM
Friday, August 26, 2005
11:03:00 AM
love...is there such a word as love...or is it just a fabrication...the last time i was totally in loved wid someone...i ended wid a broken heart...but its all in the past and i dun want to remind myself of all the unhappiness...broken relationships doesn't make me a stronger person...but it does make me realise dat everything in life has a risk and a reason to happen...so wadever it is u have to fight for it...or just let it go wad's not meant to be yours...
for now i have to admit...i'm in love...head over heels in love...wid someone i met within a few hours...wid someone who is so far far away from me...wid someone whom i think we'll definitely have communication barriers...but heck i dun care...love is not about knowing someone your whole life...or getting to see that special someone every single seconds in your life...or talking to dat someone in a language you both understand...it is more than all dat...love is all about chemistry...just the thought of her makes u smile wid glee even though u know she's not right near you...or learning something new about her everyday be it a new language...
i'm so in love...and i know its a side of me dat maybe some of u have not seen it...i know maybe some of u might cringe at all the declarations i've been blogging...haha not to mention my msn nick...but i dun care a damn...all i want now is my god damn tix...and i wanna fly away...
my pondered thoughts have spokenfor now i have to admit...i'm in love...head over heels in love...wid someone i met within a few hours...wid someone who is so far far away from me...wid someone whom i think we'll definitely have communication barriers...but heck i dun care...love is not about knowing someone your whole life...or getting to see that special someone every single seconds in your life...or talking to dat someone in a language you both understand...it is more than all dat...love is all about chemistry...just the thought of her makes u smile wid glee even though u know she's not right near you...or learning something new about her everyday be it a new language...
i'm so in love...and i know its a side of me dat maybe some of u have not seen it...i know maybe some of u might cringe at all the declarations i've been blogging...haha not to mention my msn nick...but i dun care a damn...all i want now is my god damn tix...and i wanna fly away...
11:03:00 AM
Monday, August 22, 2005
my pondered thoughts have spoken
7:54:00 PM
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
it's been a month since the very first time our eyes met...how time past by painfully slow eversince den...thoughts of her are still fresh on my mind...the way she smiled, the way she looked bored, the way she looked at me, the moments our eyes met...those sweet unforgettable moments...
right now i'm just counting...the seconds...the minutes...the hours...the days...and the months till i see dat beautiful face again...will i ever see her again...for now i'm crossing my fingers and toes...till the day i see her again...
7:54:00 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
constant craving....
my pondered thoughts have spoken
7:57:00 PM
''as my life past by, all i ever think of is you''
thoughts of you...melancholiness looms over me...its your attention dat i've long been craving for...and yet its something i can just wait and yearn for...i'm just wondering have i done anything to earn that desired attention from you...be it a min...i'm just glad its from you...no one else but you...yeah my only you...
7:57:00 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
5:55:00 PM
it has been a wonderful weekend...the week so far has been great, added bonus of a public holiday on tuesday...so have been slacking and catching up on my deprived personal time...last saturday, had our first staff outing...my colleagues and I had a bbq cum birthday party ober at pasir ris park...had a really enjoyable time...there were loads of food (enough to last us like three days if we were to be stranded on an island ), ha ha...i guess the highlight of the outing is when all of us started to sabo each other with water (he he)...firdaus is the mastermind saboin almost everyone, darn...so quietly the rest of us who kena sabo plotted our revenge to sabo him back...i guess my greatest victory will be when i sabo him with dilla's special cake concoction, ha ha...and not fogetting unforgettable moment of all when ainis sabo his face wid a piece of chocolate cake, ha ha...it was tiring and yet a fun day out...not forgetting earlier dat day, kel and me went to expo to check out times bookfair...the books were so cheap (3 for $10)...i bought 6 books and 3 of them were by one of my favorite lesbian author jeanette winterson...
dis week has been kinda breezy...not much callings to do, woohoo...can't wait for tonight, will be meeting up jus and sharon for our lesbian party night at gotham...kel and her sista will be joinin us...its been a long while since i went to lesbian night...the last time i remembered, steven came along wid me too...and dis cute dyke thought dat he's a butch ha ha...after tonight i'm gonna lookout for the weekends...kel and i will be going to jb to walk around...its kinda boring always go to orchard and town areas almost every weekends...so we decided to go across the border and explore...maybe grab some pirated vcds (i'm asame to say dis being a scriptwriter wannabe but you know when you are not that financial wealthy, you always settle for da second best)...and on sunday i've gotta attend one of my secondary schoolmate's wedding over at sengkang...i hope to meet up wod my secondary mates whom i've lost touch for these past few years...i guess the only thing about me they'll say is ''omg z you still look the same'' ha ha...nevermind lah as long as they won't say ''z when's your turn'' ha ha...late in the evening i'll be attending one of my poly mate's mini concert...its her first concert so i told her dat i'll be there to support her...it's been awhile since i meet up wid her and the rest of the poly gang...can't wait to meet them up and tell them about my hong kong trip, ha ha (k k i know its passe already, but i'm still excited about it)...
k i think dats about it at the moment...well been too busy to update my blog...furthermore my bloody pc at home still haven't been send for repairs...till the next time around...
my pondered thoughts have spokendis week has been kinda breezy...not much callings to do, woohoo...can't wait for tonight, will be meeting up jus and sharon for our lesbian party night at gotham...kel and her sista will be joinin us...its been a long while since i went to lesbian night...the last time i remembered, steven came along wid me too...and dis cute dyke thought dat he's a butch ha ha...after tonight i'm gonna lookout for the weekends...kel and i will be going to jb to walk around...its kinda boring always go to orchard and town areas almost every weekends...so we decided to go across the border and explore...maybe grab some pirated vcds (i'm asame to say dis being a scriptwriter wannabe but you know when you are not that financial wealthy, you always settle for da second best)...and on sunday i've gotta attend one of my secondary schoolmate's wedding over at sengkang...i hope to meet up wod my secondary mates whom i've lost touch for these past few years...i guess the only thing about me they'll say is ''omg z you still look the same'' ha ha...nevermind lah as long as they won't say ''z when's your turn'' ha ha...late in the evening i'll be attending one of my poly mate's mini concert...its her first concert so i told her dat i'll be there to support her...it's been awhile since i meet up wid her and the rest of the poly gang...can't wait to meet them up and tell them about my hong kong trip, ha ha (k k i know its passe already, but i'm still excited about it)...
k i think dats about it at the moment...well been too busy to update my blog...furthermore my bloody pc at home still haven't been send for repairs...till the next time around...
5:55:00 PM