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before you leave, remember
Monday, July 25, 2005
2:33:00 PM
it's been more than a week since i left hong kong...and yet memories of the place which i learnt to love is still fresh on my mind...i miss the bustling streets throughout the day, small eateries everywhere, flea markets and hundreds of strangers walking pass me on the streets...i hate the feeling of yearning for something, it just makes me feel empty inside...
the hong kong trip has been a wonderful and unforgettable experience for me...at first i dun feel like going, i don't know why... i'm glad i did not back out or anything...if i did i'm such an idiot to do so...went to lots of places within a short period of time...went to macau, zhu hai(border of china), victoria peak, ladies street (flea market in mongkok), causeway bay, avenue of stars...didn't manage to go to hong kong disneyland (cause the tickets are sold out) and ocean park (not much time to spare)...i can't wait for my next trip to hong kong again...anyways details and pictures of the trip, you guys can check out zen's blog...i don't wanna talk about my sweet and happy memories cause i wanna keep it deep in my soul...just waitin till the day i'll go back to hong kong.......
''the rest of the world unfazes me but its you who mesemerized me from the day we met''...dis quote is for someone unforgettable i met there...in the hopes i'll get to see her again...
my pondered thoughts have spokenthe hong kong trip has been a wonderful and unforgettable experience for me...at first i dun feel like going, i don't know why... i'm glad i did not back out or anything...if i did i'm such an idiot to do so...went to lots of places within a short period of time...went to macau, zhu hai(border of china), victoria peak, ladies street (flea market in mongkok), causeway bay, avenue of stars...didn't manage to go to hong kong disneyland (cause the tickets are sold out) and ocean park (not much time to spare)...i can't wait for my next trip to hong kong again...anyways details and pictures of the trip, you guys can check out zen's blog...i don't wanna talk about my sweet and happy memories cause i wanna keep it deep in my soul...just waitin till the day i'll go back to hong kong.......
''the rest of the world unfazes me but its you who mesemerized me from the day we met''...dis quote is for someone unforgettable i met there...in the hopes i'll get to see her again...
2:33:00 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn'
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet planeI
don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
my pondered thoughts have spoken
7:53:00 PM
Leaving On A Jet Plane
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn'
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet planeI
don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
but tell him that they don't mean a thing
Every place I go I think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll wear your wedding ring
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll wear your wedding ring
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
by the times that I won't have to say
When I won't have to leave alone
by the times that I won't have to say
k it's already 5 am... i've to leave my house within 45mins...yet my bags are still unpacked (ha ha)...anyways gonna miss ya guys in da office lots...but anyways i'll just be gone in a while...so i'll be back even before you guys start to miss me, he he...
i'm starting to miss her even before i'm gone...anyways caught up wid her yesterday...everythin seems fine now...guess i'm just paranoid over losin her...love, hopes and miracles are back into my life...
k i've totally gotta go before i miss my plane...miss you guys and lots of love (err since when did i become so sissy, damn you guys are just too adorable)...btw if you guys really really really miss me just sms me lah dun shy shy k, ha ha...
7:53:00 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
11:52:00 PM
been quite a slacker lately aint i...kinda lazy to update my blog...been going out and seen too many things around me...some makes me laugh and some simply makes me cringe wid disgust...anyways finally i've caught war of the worlds wid kel, tk and youting...the special effects are good...but sadly to say the the invasion is so unconvincing and the ending is totally dumb...thanks to johnny's warning i'm so well prepared for the crappy ending...i think i can write a better ending than spielberg himself, ha ha (hopefully no one from hollywood sees dis or i'll get my ass fugging sued)... i'm feeling kinda frustrated...my fugging mp3 giving me problems AGAIN!!!...now the bloody screen is blank and yet i can still hear my songs...how on fuggin earth am i goin to download songs, change to different playlists on my player and wad if i accidentally delete my favorite song, aaarrggghhhh...i swear never to buy anymore creative products as long as i live...its a total rip off...within 6months its been giving me loads of problems and causing me so much inconvenience...i'm so disgusted wid creative zen micro, i'm so totally goin to repair it, sell it away and get my hands on an ipod or the new sony mp3 player (i've been patient too long)...to those of you who owns any creative products, all the best to you, ha ha...
k enuff of complaining...the other movie dat i'm goin to review next is fantastic four...watched it last week wid dawn and sean...overall not dat bad, a bit funny here and there and a bit draggy too in some scenes...was kinda tired so half way through the movie i keep yawning every few minutes...went back home straight away instead of hanging out cause i was totally drained out...
two more days and i'm goin to a place which i've been dreamin of goin since i was a kid...hong kong, i wonder how it feels to be there...i remembered telling myself dat dis is the place dat i'll go to when i grow up...ha ha i know you guys must be thinking y hong kong of all the places on earth...i also dun know the reason why cause it was so way long ago...
how times past by so fast...it only feels yesterday when i just started out my first day in primary school...as we get older all we have in us are just memories...be it good, bad or simply bittersweet it will always be part of us...if i only have one memory dat i can keep forever...i'll always want it to be the times when i spent wid my late mom...how i miss her so badly...if only she's here wid me...there's so many things dat i wanna tell her about...the people dats been in my life, the years i've been through without her and also wad i wanna do in the future...i guess only she can understand me and no one else...
its been two weeks since i last talked to her...i thought i was strong but i'm beginning to miss her...should i...or should i just let it be...if only i knew wads the right thing to do rite now...sometimes i wonder is fallin in love is always the biggest mistakes i'll ever do...nothing ever seems rite...is it me or is it just the situation doesn't permits...for now i'm goin to sleep and try not to think of her...goodnite my sweet one...
my pondered thoughts have spokenk enuff of complaining...the other movie dat i'm goin to review next is fantastic four...watched it last week wid dawn and sean...overall not dat bad, a bit funny here and there and a bit draggy too in some scenes...was kinda tired so half way through the movie i keep yawning every few minutes...went back home straight away instead of hanging out cause i was totally drained out...
two more days and i'm goin to a place which i've been dreamin of goin since i was a kid...hong kong, i wonder how it feels to be there...i remembered telling myself dat dis is the place dat i'll go to when i grow up...ha ha i know you guys must be thinking y hong kong of all the places on earth...i also dun know the reason why cause it was so way long ago...
how times past by so fast...it only feels yesterday when i just started out my first day in primary school...as we get older all we have in us are just memories...be it good, bad or simply bittersweet it will always be part of us...if i only have one memory dat i can keep forever...i'll always want it to be the times when i spent wid my late mom...how i miss her so badly...if only she's here wid me...there's so many things dat i wanna tell her about...the people dats been in my life, the years i've been through without her and also wad i wanna do in the future...i guess only she can understand me and no one else...
its been two weeks since i last talked to her...i thought i was strong but i'm beginning to miss her...should i...or should i just let it be...if only i knew wads the right thing to do rite now...sometimes i wonder is fallin in love is always the biggest mistakes i'll ever do...nothing ever seems rite...is it me or is it just the situation doesn't permits...for now i'm goin to sleep and try not to think of her...goodnite my sweet one...
11:52:00 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
8:38:00 AM
hasn't been bloggin these past few days...kinda tired...been busy wid work and been goin out quite a lot lately...anyways everything been good...tonight goin out wid kel, tze kun and youting for a movie...finally catching the highly anticipated movie at the moment 'war of the worlds'...despite my hatred for dat shortie cradle snatcher tom cruise i decide to give the movie a chance...i think child actor dakota fanning is truly a child prodigy...seen her acted in 'I am sam' and 'uptown girls'...i can proudly say that dis gal really has lots of talents and the future is definitely bright for her...
been trying to write my script lately...but kinda stuck...its really frustrating when you have an idea and yet you can't expressed it on paper...so been really goin bonkers regarding dis...haha dun worry not dat bonkers enuff to enter the nut house at hougang...i guess i've been pushing myself too hard (must relax, relax, relax.....)
woohoo 14 days more...here i come hong kong...never know sekali i get to see the gorgeous maggie q or michelle reis, he he...hmm kinda half-hearted to go cause the waiting kinda long...but been watching quite a no of hong kong movies...so kinda looking forward to the trip...darn aint i so crappy fickle minded idiot...
sean finally came back from malaysia...his grandma just passed away...sorry to hear about it dude...well i guess god loves her more than us...he's taking her away cause he just dun want her to suffer anymore...i understand the feeling of a loved one gone away forever...cause i've lost my mom and grandma when i was 16...i'm very closed and pampered with them...when they passed away it was one of my saddest times in my life...the only regret dat i'll always have is not spending much time wid them especially when they were really sick...may the ones who died their souls rest in peace...
well its goin to be nine in a couple of minutes...guess dats it for now...till den
my pondered thoughts have spokenbeen trying to write my script lately...but kinda stuck...its really frustrating when you have an idea and yet you can't expressed it on paper...so been really goin bonkers regarding dis...haha dun worry not dat bonkers enuff to enter the nut house at hougang...i guess i've been pushing myself too hard (must relax, relax, relax.....)
woohoo 14 days more...here i come hong kong...never know sekali i get to see the gorgeous maggie q or michelle reis, he he...hmm kinda half-hearted to go cause the waiting kinda long...but been watching quite a no of hong kong movies...so kinda looking forward to the trip...darn aint i so crappy fickle minded idiot...
sean finally came back from malaysia...his grandma just passed away...sorry to hear about it dude...well i guess god loves her more than us...he's taking her away cause he just dun want her to suffer anymore...i understand the feeling of a loved one gone away forever...cause i've lost my mom and grandma when i was 16...i'm very closed and pampered with them...when they passed away it was one of my saddest times in my life...the only regret dat i'll always have is not spending much time wid them especially when they were really sick...may the ones who died their souls rest in peace...
well its goin to be nine in a couple of minutes...guess dats it for now...till den
8:38:00 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
goodbye
my pondered thoughts have spoken
3:20:00 PM
from today onwards i'm not gonna think about love...i'm not gonna hope for a miracle...tired of wishing and hoping...maybe its my fault...cause i ain't have the guts to tell you...guess i'm afraid of losing you...i dun know...i guess its best to focus on something else for the moment...
for now i'm closing you from a chapter in my life...till den...
3:20:00 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
my story so far...
my pondered thoughts have spoken
10:23:00 PM
melancholic...state of confusion dis very moment...if only she knew...how much i yearn for her...if only i can ask her...a question dats been lingering inside me ...why is it so painful to be in love...is it me or is it her...if only we were told dat growing up ain't dat easy...and fairy tales are just superficial make beliefs...its da survival of the fittest in dis concrete jungle of ours..
''every existenz has a story, wads yours...''
10:23:00 PM