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Thursday, June 30, 2005
unpredictably bad day



last night clubbin was awesome...lotsa hot babes and the music mix at phuture was great...but kinda ended nasty...cause one of our gal friend was dead drunk and i kinda strained my arm trying to make her stand straight in the toilet...i was kinda pissed off dat i even have to slapped her to make her wake up to her senses, aarrrgghhh...seriously i hate people who can't hold their drinks and in the end have to burden their friends...lots of girls are like dat...i know i'm being a bitch for saying so but i always believe in everything has a limit...anyway i don't want to talk about dis issue its making me cringe thinking about last nite...

anyways glad dat sean enjoyed his birthday celebration...hehe and wyman came too...miss dat lil boy...ha ha now wyman is all grown up, got girlfriend somemore, haha...

dis morning sean sms me dat he's on his way back to malaysia...his grandma was warded in the hospital...he said its serious...hope everything is goin to be all rite...

well today i didn't go to work...my whole body aching and i feel kinda pukey...aarrggh i hate the feeling...so decided not to torture myself and gave myself a break today...went to the doctor's...i'm kinda lucky cause there's no one in the clinic so the waiting time was a breeze...

but something bizarre happened...i didn't realise my hp actually dialled to her no.(but i did locked my hp, aaarrrrgghhh)...damn it was fugging embarassing...cause i only realise dat 1/2 an hour later when my friend called...so i immediately sms her so dat she wouldn't think wad an idiot i was...and the bizarre and most embarrasing thing was she didn't receive any miss call or anything...i was like fug can someone bury me a big and deep hole so dat i can bury myself for the rest of my life....aaarrrrgggghhhhi need a new hp!!!!...i hope i didn't screw up or if she thinks i'm some spastic weirdo (sheesh)...

well dats about it for today...for now i'm simply doin nothing at home but disturbing my colleagues at work...sorry dat you guys are slogging while i'm enjoying myself at home, he he...don't miss me too much k...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
4:48:00 PM

Wednesday, June 29, 2005



its been a mundane wednesday at work...lots of calls so i kinda get cranky (haha)...well i guess its only thoughts of her dats making me a better person...i miss her........

kel finally came back from her bangkok trip...he he miss all the laughters when she's not around and now my buddy is finally back...sweet of her to buy gifts for us in da office...and she got me a shirt...gonna wear it to work tomoro...

felt so much better after lunch...ian and me went down to orchard during lunch...he's looking for a pair of jeans...first we went to zara...the shirts there are so nice...within less than 10mins i can find like a dozen shirts which i totally in love wid...k will work hard on my eating habits (haha)...nothing interested ian so we went to have lunch...after lunch we went to fox taka...thought arti was working today but she wasn't around... in the end ian bought his jeans from fox wisma...he he we rushed back to da office cause we were kinda late...saw dis cute austrailian chick in the train...damn she's hot and nice bums too (my heart thumps ba da boom!ba da boom!)...k i'm just being cheeky...

meeting up wid sean and the rest...going to celebrate sean's birthday at phuture...actually dun feel like clubbing anymore, haiz...dis time around it will be my very last time to club(dis is for real)...i'm just sick and tired of the clubbing scene...everytime its the same old routine of getting drunk, dancing, pushing through sweaty crowds and at the end of the day you simply feel fugged up...

k now for a more serious matter...my fugging zen micro is giving me problems again...dis is like the second time its headphone jack break...its so frustrating cause i've to waste time travelling all the way to jurong to get it fixed...now i'm kinda in a dilemma...i feel like fixing it and continue using it till end of the guranteed period before getting a new one...another option is to get it fixed, sell it off and buy a new one...but i feel so half-hearted to sell it away...it was my very first mp3 player and i bought it wid my very first bonus from da paolo...so it kinda means a lot to me...haiz such a difficult decision to make...

well i think i've been crapping too much shit for the day till den...adios...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
11:47:00 AM

Sunday, June 26, 2005
just plain crappin...



been spendin the whole day at home today...nothin much happenin...just lazing around and catching up wid my lost sleep...kinda not feeling well...nowadays the weather has been either hot like hell or rainin heavily when u least expected...so decided not to go out cause i wanna recharge my body energy to the maximum for this comin hectic week to come...

eversince i told my tl dat i'm goin to hk next month...she has been telling me to do more ot, haiz...but oh well i dun mind either cause i need the money for my trip...dis wednesday will be my buddy sean's birthday...still hasn't thought of wad to get for him...it will be a whole nite of dancing and drinking till both of us are dead drunk (promised him)...hopefully i can get half day on thurs if not i'm sure will be a walking zombie at work...dis will be the last time for me to club...i really begining to hate clubbin...i dun know why, maybe i'm just getting older to do dis kinda crappy thing...

its been 3days since i indulge in any junk food...i'm sure i can do it...told ian to help me and punish me if i even take a bite of any junk food in da office (ha ha)...i'm sure he can cause he always give me the sarcastic look whenever i eat junk food at work, lol...hopefully dis time it will work...i'm tired of feeling so @%#$%%$...so my darling colleagues please dun offer me any junk food k, ha ha...

tomoro kel will be back in da office, woohoo...miss ya dude...did u getvthe silkworms, hehehe...miss all the laughter, crapping on msn and clowning around in da office...tomoro we go eat lunch together all rite...

k i think i'm goin to hit the sack...planning to wake up early tomoro...see ya bright and early in da office everyone...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
9:49:00 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005
shes no you



They got a lotta girls
Who know they got it going on
But nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now can't you see that your the only one
I really want
And everything I need
Is everything you do
Any girl walk by, don't matter
'Cause your looking so much better
Don't ever need to get
Caught up in jealousy
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever mean a thing to me...
She's no you... oh no
You give me more than I could ever want
She's no you... oh no
I'm satisfied with the one I've got
'cause your all the girl
That I've ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
She's no you... she's no you
They got a lot of girls
Who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do,
The way you move
You're more than beautiful
And I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need
Is what I've got with you
Any girl walk by, don't matter
Every time your looking better
I think your perfect
There ain't nothing I would change
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever take my heart away
No one's ever gonna get to me
Oh, the way you do
Now baby can't you see
That you're the one... the only one
Who's ever made me feel this way
Nothings ever coming even close
No one's ever been comparable to you
I don't want nothing I don't got
I don't need nothing but you
I can't get more than you're given me
Don't stop anything you do
Your all that... all that, and then some
You know what... just what I need
And no girl, no place and no where
Could mean a thing to me
thoughts of u clouded my mind...kept thinking of wad we chatted earlier on...wish i could say somethin to make you feel better...but all i did was just making a clown of myself...you said i'm always happy...but i wish i can tell you... its you who make me happy...its you who make me smile each day...its you who make me feel everything is wonderful...i wish i can do the same for you too..


my pondered thoughts have spoken
11:50:00 PM


officially missing you



Sway
Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me
Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I
Go
Losing my Control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it
To your face it doesn't
Seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things
You mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you
Now it all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
It's time
Tell you why I say it's
Infinitely true
Say you'll stay
'' i'm officially missing you...my beautiful you...till you sway in my way... ''


my pondered thoughts have spoken
12:45:00 PM

Friday, June 24, 2005



its 4am in the morning...been awake for the past 2hrs...had a quick shower and now i can't get myself back to sleep...the feeling of melancholiness envelopes me...i dun know why...wish i have the answers but its all blank in my mind...anyways lets get to somethin more upbeat...

well talking about good news...finally my buddy david is getting his big arse to singapore...after 2 fugging years of waiting...he's finally back here in singapore for a short visit...tomoro i must go and buy 4d, lol...haiz thinking of getting leave but i dun think it will be approve by wati...since i'm goin to hong kong next month i doubt she'll grant me an off day to spent time wid my buddy...anyways dude we shall cheong all the night long when u in singapore...i'll make sure u get drunk and have the biggest hangover you'll ever remember in your life, lol...just kidding...damn you dun know how much i miss you dude and there's so much stuff to catch up after dis while...lol surely u be shock at the changes in me after a long time we last saw each other...hope you dun get aheart attack and faint when you see me, lol...

well i dun feel like bloggin anymore...feel like continuing my writing instead..till den, ciao...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
4:03:00 AM

Thursday, June 23, 2005



the next few days at work will be kinda boring...cause my buddy kel is goin on holiday...she's goin to bangkok for the next few days (enjoy ur trip dude and dun foget the silkworms, lol)...but hey guess who's comin back after a few days MIA...yeah my another buddy, ian is comin back after slogging for the past few days burrying himself under piles of notes and textbooks, lol...hope the exams have been a breeze for you dude...

finally decided to change my blog video, lol...after hours of browsing...i decided to use michelle branch's everywhere video...she looks so hot in dis clip...i dun know but i guess i just love gurls wid long silky straight hair (like pocahantas), lol...and i think she look the best in dis video...

today has been a breeze at work...mosly just clicking some and chat for while den click some again and surf net...things are getting kinda mundane at times...but for now i ain't complaining...for the past few days, the office seems to be kinda empty especially when farah is not around anymore...miss chatting wid her, making fun of her and not forgetting exchanging tips on neopetting, lol...things will never be the same without dat gung-ho gal and good friend of mine...hope everything is goin on well for you gal over at your new place...

k for the record today i didn't munch much on junk food, lol...except for a few pieces of heavenly after eight mint chocolates (mmmmm it just taste so good to resist it...)...

finally added wyman to my msn...chatted a little bit wid him...if anyone of you are free do check out his blog...check out his potato band playing 'are you gonna be my girl'...its so cute and funny...very original and i love it so much...

k gotta go back to work...darn all black a/cs now...which mean i've to start calling the morons...till tomoro den...



my pondered thoughts have spoken
6:02:00 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005



i've been gorging myself with junk food lately...almost every meal of mine will end up wid me eating chocolates or chips...despite trying to refrained myself to eat so much junk food...i'll always end up goin to the supermarket on my way home and buying loads of snacks...busily gorging them while watching dvd or chinese drama serials...and if there's nothing fattening to munch...i'll end up munching on my cornflakes...its getting crazy and i myself am getting shocked in dis change in myself, lol...

probably my life is gettin out of focus lately...haiz i'm getting lazier and becoming more and more like a bum each passing day...thank god i've a job...work everyday have been a laughing affair...thanks to kel wid all her huang fei hong, siniang and daxia jokes...always making sure dat i'm laughing my head off...looking like a loony in front of my pc, lol...dun be fooled by her unfriendly looks, lol...cause dis girl is actually very shy but once u get to know her, lol...looking at her you can also laugh...

k today i'm like in blueberry heaven (fine i know i sound sissy but i love blueberries in everything and not forgetting mint chocolates and mint ice-cream, lol)...had blueberry muffins and blueberry tea for breakfast, mmmmm...still waiting for the blueberry muffins which she promised me (silly grin)...

i think i'm beginnin to like myself wid my ultra short hairstyle...i think i totally look way much neater and fresher everyday...though i can look irritatingly underage wid dis hairstyle (but i'm not complaining much, lol)...gonna cut my hair in two weeks time and dis time around i'm so totally goin to cut 'rob thomas hairstyle', super duper ultra short, lol...i'm craving each day and everytime i look at rob thomas...i know kel will be screamin at me, lol...cause she say its super duper short and ugly but i dun care, lol...its been a long time since i do something outrageous, lol...

k i'm beginning to crap in my blog...anyways gotta focus on my work now...woohoo lotsa of call bars today...too bad to those ain't around :P...i'm just having fun clicking away (ooohhh i love rubbing it in baby...ha ha)...ciao


my pondered thoughts have spoken
1:26:00 PM

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
out of the blue



i dun know y but have been feeling melancholic...it started since last night...emptiness filling me up...just wondering why am i feeling dis way...

yesterday started with full of laughter...thanks to kel and ian...always making me laugh wid their funny antics and not forgetting their comical faces...i always laugh whenever i look at them (even when they look at me wid a stern, straight faces)...

haven't been keeping in touch wid sharon...felt bad about it but i'm just so tired to go out nowadays...had a very tiring weekend...watching all the latest movies wid my friends and colleagues...can't wait for 'war of the worlds' to come out despite my hatred for shortie tom cruise is increasing each day (lol)...dat frigging cradle snatcher...

i know i sound kinda pathethic rite now...but i just can't stop thinking about her...thoughts of her usually makes me smile...but today it just felt so blank...it feels like i'm in the middle of the maze and couldn't get out...at times kinda feel breathless...i dun know wad the fug am i thinking anymore...i guess rainy days make u kinda feel moody about everything...

i'll leave dis post wid a quote dat i thought about while walking home last nite...

'if there are signs, why are we still blind...'

think about it (winks)...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
11:27:00 AM

Sunday, June 19, 2005
my kinda gal....



You scored as Artistic girls. You like artistic girls, and think they are especially different as well. You like special things and you hope u can find a unique girl on this world.

Artistic girls

84%

Rock and roll girls

80%

Funny girls

80%

Hot and Spicy girls

68%

Silence girl

64%

Independence girls

52%

Friendly girls

52%

Sporty and sunshine girl

48%

Pretty girls

40%

Cute and Lovely girls

36%

What type of girls you love?
created with QuizFarm.com


though she may not be arty farty enuff...she's unique and perfect in so many ways...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
1:07:00 AM

Saturday, June 18, 2005
That someday it would bring me back to you



last night was total madness...i'm fugging worn out...watched 2 movies within a night (Batman Begins @ 7pm and sneak preview of A Lot Like Love @ 2.45am)...the first one i watched with dawn and polo right after work...followed by dinner at cafe cartel ps (i was so hungry dat i practically gorge down at the free flow of bread while waiting for my food, lol)...den sean and jaclyn came...the rest went back early except me and sean...we were so bored dat we walked from ps all the way to cine, lol...i was like half-dead already by the time we reached cine...and to make matters worse, the tickets for the sneak previews at midnight was left with just the few front rows...so we both decided to fug it and grab the 2.45 ones...

while waiting for our movie we went to sit outside LJ and chatted...recently been hanging out quite a lot with sean during the weekends...the other time went two catch magadascar at cineleisure...lol we fugging look like two gays watching cartoon, eeewww nooooo...darn david when the fug are u coming to singapore...these two are one of my closest buddies during our breeks days...and i hope you guys will always be my good buddies...

'Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you'

currently my favorite song is sunday morning by maroon 5...i dun know why but it kinda reminds me of her...my beautiful her...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
9:39:00 AM

Friday, June 10, 2005



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my pondered thoughts have spoken
1:59:00 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005



went to catch monster-in-law wid a few of my colleagues...it was really a great movie to de-stress after a whole day of hell at work...feel so fugging pissed off about work today...just dun feel like talking about it...from now on i'm just goin to ignore and do my own work...anyways i dun care a damn...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
12:04:00 AM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005



its 6am in the morning...been awake for an hour and can't get back to sleep...so i played some games to earn neopoints for my neopet, hehehe and downloaded a few mp3s while online...

recently caught dis movie called 'pay it forward'...a sweet heartwarming movie about how a boy think of a way to make dis world a better place for his social studies project...finally he thought of dis movement called 'pay it forward'...it will start by him helping out 3 people and dis 3 people will have to help out another 3 people each...the rule of the movement is dis people can't pay back to the person who help them...they have to find 3 other people whom they have to pay forward the kindness that they have been been given...thus creating a perfect world eventually...

so have u ever wondered if there's such thing as a perfect world...a world where there's no war, no rude people, no stressful decisions to make and no worries whadever...just a place where everyone help one another and peace everywhere and everyday...and you know whenever you fall there'll always be a hand readily to help you up...i guess its just a fascination on my part...

everyone of us has become very selfish, greedy, and self-materialistic...we are always running forward dat once in a while we forget ourselves...we forget to look back to those in need, those unfortunate and those innocent ones who suffer cause of our undoin...

if only we sit down and think just for a min...what can we do to make dis world a better place...it doesn't have to big...just a gentle gesture just to make someone's day happy...think about it ;)...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
6:01:00 AM

Monday, June 06, 2005



k i've changed my video clip...well its because the clip for my beautiful soul wasn't working rite the next day...aaarrrggghhh at times it can be kind of frustrating after all ur hardwork and things just couldn't work out...anyways found one of my all time favorite song by green day called time of your life (good riddance)...i think its the best break up song...hehehehe...anyways i'm starting to talk crap and i've gotta go now...ciao


my pondered thoughts have spoken
7:46:00 PM

Sunday, June 05, 2005



i don't want another pretty face
i don't want just anyone to hold
i don't want my love to go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

being in love is the most beautiful thing isn't it...knowing someone special in your heart is always there for you...just makes me feel warm and fuzzy...hahaha i guess the way i talk makes u think i've found dat special someone in my life...i do but she doesn't know about it...everytime i listen to this song it totally reminds me of her...she's prefectly beautiful in every way...at times i wonder if i'm good enough for her...but then again to give up just like that i'll be the world's biggest fool...for now u guys enjoy dis beautiful song on my blog, the song for my beautiful soul...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
4:18:00 PM