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Sunday, May 29, 2005



my pondered thoughts have spoken
12:32:00 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005



k i've change my music video again...i'm kinda hooked to dis song at the moment...it kinda has a catchy feel to it...he he if i'm goin to ask a gal to be my girl, i think it'll be my song for her...followed by a bouquet of flowers and maybe a kiss (hehe hopefully not two tight slaps, haha)...damn am i thinking dat far when i dun even have the balls to ask her out...if only she can read my mind, how much i feel about her...

anyways lets not talk about my love life cause its extremely boring...well been trying hard to save money for my hong kong trip...saving little by little out of my weekly salary, hope i can save enough for my shopping spree over there, haha...hopefully i can get hold of yonfan's triology which i'm dying to watch...well today i surfed the L word site and am happy to announce dat the second season dvd is coming out in a few months time (woooohoooo)...been waiting patiently for the day to arrive and to get hold of the dvd...

been feeling kind of restless at work...guess been resting too much at home over the long weekends...ray couldn't make it to poly (sorry about the news dude)...i hope he is able to make the best decision for himself...dun worry so much k...when one opportunity closes, another opportunity will opens (hehe i hope my quote sounds all rite)...

well dats for today folks...gotta do something else...thanks for reading till den...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
10:06:00 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005



these past two days i've been rotting at home practically doin nothing...haha well cleaned up my room after being nagged by my dad...i dun know what's up with me these past few days...i just seem not in the mood to do anything...i dun even feel like eating (hehe which is good)...probably bein at home makes me feel so restless...but den again i'm just so lazy to get my butt outta my house...especially the temptations of spending my money on stuff dat eventually i'll just cast aside in my room...

been thinking of wad to write lately but nothing comes out of my mind...the only thing dat kinda bug me now and den is kl...i kinda miss kl...i dun know why but i just can't seem to wait to go there again, hehe...

been trying to save money for my hong kong trip...but kinda hates to work ot nowadays, maybe my body just feels tired...not too sure if i'm going to work ot tomoro...will see who's staying back, so maybe i'll just stay for a while...hopefully tomoro will be another red light district day at work, woohooooooo...don't get me wrong, haha, red light district is not associated or linked to anything that's dirty...

anyways hope u guys like my new music video on da blog :)...its a new single by 50 cent called 'just a lil bit' hehe, my current fav song...enjoy


my pondered thoughts have spoken
9:44:00 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005



k i've been neglecting my blog for a while...well been too busy chatting at work wid my colleagues and friends on msn and not forgetting mt cute little jub jub (neopets, haha)...

dis week has been kinda boring cause there's lotsa calls to make to the morons, haha...so me and ian has our own reporting network on msn...we always come up with stories and imagine that we are hosting our own show or reporting live on da news...i think we have the potential to give stephen chow a run for his money (haha i'm not sure if my sentence is correct)...

last nite, i attended one of my secondary school mate's (zaidah) wedding dinner...it was held at raffles clubhouse, in fort canning (damn the walk was far from the carpark and the place is so desserted)...so a word of advice please do not hold any functions there cause its very inconvenient and if you do please do not invite me, hehe...met a few of my classmates whom i've not met for a few years...looking at them i feel like as if i'm still a kid...they are either married or engaged, hehe and they kinda look old...and one of them ask me 'so Z when is your turn?'...i was like 'harlow, dun tell me that u don't remember i'm GAY' haha but i didn't...i just smiled and say that my career is much more important to me now...there were lots of food (must cost them a bomb to hold it there)...halfway through our dinner we were entertainted by a belly dancer...damn dat gurl can really move man (there was one part which she dance and her body shakes like a vibrator, hehe)...towards the end the bride and groom did a tango dance, it was very sweet and they are very good (hehe to know about why they do the dance, please read the next paragraph)...

the bride(zaidah) and groom (nigel) looks compatible with each other...and i realise zaidah really looks hot if she puts on make-up (she looks like janet jackson)...the story of how they met is very sweet...they met on their first day of their dancing class (i think it was a mambo class)...zaidah went there with another colleague of hers...it was after class so both of them were trying out the new dance steps...nigel came up to them and chatted with both of them...zaidah was kinda tired so nigel and her friend continue to practice the dance steps...after dat the three of them went for coffee...so the three of them become friends and meet up once in a while...after a few months later, zaidah receive a msg from nigel asking if she's interested to learn tango...zaidah asked her colleague if she's interested to join nigel and her to learn tango...hehe fortunately her colleague was not interested...so nigel and zaidah went to learnt tango and also learnt more about each other (haha)...and for the rest of the story you all should know how it goes so i no need to type so much, haha...

i dun know why but last nite at the wedding dinner...i kinda feel sad cause i suddenly feel like i've lost something...i dun know probably i kinda miss the olden days of secondary school life and i wish i had get to know my mates even more...how time pass by so fast...it felt like only yesterday when i was just a sixteen years old teenager...

after dinner, one of my good friend and her hubby brought me to their pub...her hubby is the owner of dis pub called sullivan's...they were showing a football match on tv so we had some drinks while watching...hehe there were lots of ang mo hotties cause they were having a birthday party for one of their friends...i stayed with them till the pub closes and went back home to sleep to my most comfortable bed in the world...

woohoo not working today and tomoro...for those of you who are, my heart goes all out for you (hehe)...well no plans yet so for now i'm going to watch my dvds, eat, sleep and be a pig, haha...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
9:39:00 AM

Saturday, May 14, 2005



friday 13/05/05

woohoo thank god the weekends are here...been feeling restless at work today cause there's more calls to make and the damn aircon wasn't working...but there's a few of colleagues that makes life bearable working, he he...been busy msning one another dat i kinda slack in doin my tasks, ha ha...been laughing like a lunatic in front off my pc at work cause of them...always making funny jokes...damn i look totally uncool when i laugh non-stop, he he...anyways there's no super-duper hot babes in the office so its not dat bad...

been thinking should i wear the new nike bermudas dat i bought last week to work tomoro...but i dun have any interesting top to go with it...i can be very vain at times ain't i, haha...guess wadever i can grab from my wardrobe den i'll wear it to work...woohoo payday tomoro, wondering how much money will i get...been doin ot almost everyday to save lots of money for my hk trip with zen...

saw a secondary school friend whom i've never been keeping in touch for so long...had a real long chat about the past especially about our crushes and all the silly things we did back den...how time past by so fast...it felt only yesterday when i started secondary school life...well enuff of the nostalgia, he he...

sat 14/05/05

went to collect my pay chque before i went to work today...quite satisfied with dis work pay and furthermore the agency didn't deduct my cpf for dis week...had hotcakes while the rest went for LJ breakfast...had fun eating, chatting and making fun of each other(dats what we do most of the time at work) he he...i know dat some of you will be envious of my current job, he he...but oh well life ain't fair so bite me :P...

after work went to esplanade library to return my dvds...den went to suntec to get another pair jeans, haha...well its time to get new ones cause most (90%) of my jeans are tattered and torn at the seams, hehe...met up wid sam and alex for dinner...its been awhile since i met up wid these two good buddies of mine...we chatted and forgotten the time till it was very late...but anyways it was fun meeting up with you guys...hope you both dun go MIA on me again...gosh my stomach feels so bloated now, haha...

had a refreshing shower and now i can't get to sleep...so decide to go online and finished up my blog entry...

well i guess dats for now at the moment...maybe do a bit of surfing till my eyes can't take it anymore...till den again...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
12:15:00 AM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005



just got back from supper with ray and sharon...we had beef kway teow and fried kailan (taste so good)...the three of us are so hungry and we kinda gobble down our food, ha ha...ray is leaving Da Paolo next week cause he'll be goin to poly dis coming semester (good for ya dude and all the best)...so the three of us planned to go clubbin next wed to zouk...sharon was excited about it cause it has been a long while since she last went...we talked as we had some more drinks, gossiping about working at Da Paolo (ha ha) and also about girls (he he)...

anyways i'm beginning to get closer with my colleagues at Starhub...ha ha we spent almost 75% of our time msn each other in between making calls...ian, this dude sits besides me, one funny guy...msn with him i can laugh non-stop...we always make fun about almost everything ha ha and not forgetting about 'our hot babe' chat ha ha...i'm also beginning to get to know dis other colleague of mine, her name is kel...ha ha the first time i met her i thought she was snobbish...but slowly after getting to know her i realise that she is a very nice girl, quiet most of the time...she likes to watch movies and read books too...she is so into astrology and is very good in it...now i'm kinda hook to it, ha ha so slowly learning...anyways i went to surf the net and read about the characteristics of a virgo (damn its 99.9% true)...i'll type the article below and those who know me will definitely agree that all those characteristics are in me...

Personality and characteristics of a virgo

If you’re reading this, then you or someone you know is a Virgo. The sign of Virgo is the symbol of The Virgin and it falls between the dates of August 23 and September 22 (by the way my birthday is on 29/08/80, haha). If you have ever been acquainted with someone born under this sign, then you probably understand why they are named for The Virgin.

One of the first things you will note about the Virgo is his/her ability to be completely and totally knowledgeable about certain things (usually something that they are particularly good at or interested it) yet completely lacking in the simplest aspects of common sense. Often the Virgo is the one to be extremely book smart, but street dumb as they don’t tend to think in the same way as others. Virgos view the world with a child-like purity, often not realizing when others are being facetious or sarcastic.

Interestingly enough, they are very analytical and practical by nature, yet many times they tend to have tunnel vision, so their true nature may only be apparent to themselves. You might find the Virgo child keeps his/her room in a state of disarray, yet they know where each and every one of their items is kept. A creative Virgo may write stories of great length and imagination or paint works of art that illustrate limitless boundaries, but you can bet that within a Virgo’s brain, there is a specific method to their madness.

This manner of inner logic extends not only to their behavior in daily life, but in relationships as well. You might find that Virgos tend to be either withdrawn and stoical or extroverted and carefree. Their logical nature tends not to leave much room for emotional expression. This being the case, one might judge the Virgo as being aloof or cold. There is nothing farther from the truth. Though they might not express themselves emotionally, they do express themselves in many other ways. They are loyal friends and faithful lovers. They tend to give as much as they have as this is their nature. This often leaves them open for heartbreak and to be taken advantage of. But no matter how often they are hurt, the core of their heart is a bottomless pit of forgiveness.

The Virgo tends to live from their environment. They act as new souls, coming into the world blank slates, ready to be molded and shaped into the person they were meant to be. But take care, a Virgo raised in a dysfunctional home won't know the finer virtues of life. When raising the Virgo, the best thing to remember is that they learn everything that you teach them, regardless of whether you intended to teach it to them or not.

Virgos are innocent by nature (ha ha k maybe you guys won't agree of me being innocent). This is important to remember as they may not grasp things as quickly as others, but don't sell them short. Once they get it, they keep it.

All in all, this sensible sign can be misunderstood if you don’t know their true nature, but once you do, you can expect a friend/lover for a lifetime.

that's why at times i feel like i'm kinda misunderstood..there was one article which i read that says virgos are more of a follower than a leader (which is so damn true about me)...dats why i never succeeded in being a good supervisor at breeks...cause i know i dun have the makings of being one...anyways its all in the past...but at least one thing i'm thankful breeks for...ha ha its where the very first time i met a beautiful soul...

well i better get some sleep cause its going to be 3am and i need to wake up at 7am today...damn i suddenly have the urge for hotcakesssssssss....


my pondered thoughts have spoken
2:31:00 AM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005



i dun know why but tonight i can't get to sleep even though my body feels tired...my mind been thinking and thinking of ideas of what to write...and i kinda wrote a skeleton of a short story which i've been meaning to write for so long...anyways decided to take a break and so here I am...

nothing much interesting happening lately...except for I'm going to Hong Kong next month (woohooooooooooooooo) with Zen and a few of her friends...feeling kinda excited cause it will be my very first plane trip, ha ha...and i already know what i wanna get from hong kong, he he he...hopefully I can get director's Yon Fan Triology box set, been dying to get one of those babies...but amazon dun have the set in their catalogue which is such a waste...

last nite met up with a friend of mine and we chatted over a few bottles of beer...i dun understand why do people like to ask questions about my life and when its my turn to ask about them...they'll either change another topic or just say that their life ain't that interesting...well my life ain't that interesting either...but i kinda love the way it is now, my freedom and my own personal space most of the time...and another question which i practically hate is 'so do you have a gf?' and when i say 'no i don't' they will say 'sure or not. go and find one lah'...gosh doesn't mean that i'm a lesbian I always have to have a gf...anyways having a gf is just a pure waste of time for me now...i guess i still have not found my perfect rite one...ha ha one of my friend use to say that i will always be single all my life if i'm too choosy...well i'm not being choosy, i just dun want to regret and hating my partner...ending a relationship is the worst thing a person can do to another...

tomoro will be another click, click, click day at work, ha ha...its better den calling those morons...better get goin cause its kinda late now...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
12:19:00 AM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005



k i've decided not to post about my KL trip cause i'm just too lazy to talk about it, ha ha...but I really had fun during my stay there...its been an eye-opening experience for me and I hope I get to save lots of money to travel to places dat I've been dying to go especially Spain and Latin America (cheeky grin on my face)...

been spending the whole day redoin my blog instead of working (ha ha hope my managers dun read my blog)...any comments will be appreciated even if u think it sucks...but personally i love the new image of my blog cause it totally screams ME!!!!...hopefully one day i can post a pic of me holding her hands instead of this pic...anyways I better stop dreamin about that until the day i've finally have her...

i've decided to put my passion for writing to full usage...i'm setting up another blog called 'Lesbian Nation' where i'll post my writings whenever i can...in a way to improve on my writing and also to hear views from anyone about my works...but currently the blog is under construction so once its up i'll keep u guys posted...

all right i better get back to work and clear all my tasks...need to go off early cause i'm going to my fav. place in the whole wide world...the esplanade library ;)...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
10:17:00 AM

Monday, May 02, 2005
A Brand New Look...



finally revamped my blog cause i'm getting kinda sick of the old one (too plain and boring)...i did it this morning a couple hours after i got back from my kl trip (couldn't get myself to sleep after a refreshing shower)...anyways the trip was fun and i get to explore lots of places which i've never been to before...well i will blog about it in my next posting cause i'm just too tired to type about my trip rite now...well gotta go and start the washing machine...lots of dirty laundry to do ;)...


my pondered thoughts have spoken
9:41:00 PM