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Monday, March 21, 2005
Bittersweet Weekend
8:38:00 AM
My weekend started out with a dissapointment cause of my results...I didn't get shortlisted for the interview (I guess my paper was the worst one among all that took it.)...my mind was in a chaos and I don't feel like working...to make matters worst, it was very busy on Saturday, customers keep come in and go out...aaarrrggghhh...but I keep my dissapointment and frustration all to myself...
Told my cousin and she keep bugging me to stay...but I just don't want to...don't get me wrong, I love my job and the people but I feel dat my life is so stagnant if i continue to stay...den I confide in my good friend and she really did talk me out...I felt way much better but the feeling of void is still in me...I couldn't sleep at night so I ended up pigging on some food from the fridge, ha ha...
Wake up early Sunday morning and finished up the last half hour of my Spidey 2 dvd...showered and dragged myself to work...nothing much interesting happening and was so bored to death...I made myself busy by cleaning up the shop...
I didn't check my hp the whole day till it was time to go back home...an sms that made me smile from ear to ear...ha ha my colleague thought I had gone bonkers cause I was smilling like an idiot...it was from her saying hi...suddenly I feel like I was in cloud nine and all my troubles was so yesterday, ha ha...we sms each other and I confide in her...her words made me feel so much much better and now I'm going to carefully plan my next step...instead of sulking like a moron and blaming my imperfect life...
Babe thanks for everything...
Well gotta have my breakfast and scram outta my house before I'm late for work...Ciao
my pondered thoughts have spokenTold my cousin and she keep bugging me to stay...but I just don't want to...don't get me wrong, I love my job and the people but I feel dat my life is so stagnant if i continue to stay...den I confide in my good friend and she really did talk me out...I felt way much better but the feeling of void is still in me...I couldn't sleep at night so I ended up pigging on some food from the fridge, ha ha...
Wake up early Sunday morning and finished up the last half hour of my Spidey 2 dvd...showered and dragged myself to work...nothing much interesting happening and was so bored to death...I made myself busy by cleaning up the shop...
I didn't check my hp the whole day till it was time to go back home...an sms that made me smile from ear to ear...ha ha my colleague thought I had gone bonkers cause I was smilling like an idiot...it was from her saying hi...suddenly I feel like I was in cloud nine and all my troubles was so yesterday, ha ha...we sms each other and I confide in her...her words made me feel so much much better and now I'm going to carefully plan my next step...instead of sulking like a moron and blaming my imperfect life...
Babe thanks for everything...
Well gotta have my breakfast and scram outta my house before I'm late for work...Ciao
8:38:00 AM