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Saturday, February 26, 2005
'Same Sex in the City'
my pondered thoughts have spoken
3:22:00 AM
'Same Sex in the City'
3:22:00 AM
The L Word obsession
2:32:00 AM
I'm so in love with 'The L Word'...Its 'Sex in the City' meets 'Queer as Folks'...I've been continuosly watching every single episode religiously since I've got them (a couple days ago)...Everything about 'The L Word' is so gorgeous (the hot babes, the scenes, the places in the show etc...)...Its a must show for all the ladies out there (either you are straight, lesbian or bisexual)...I'm so addicted and I guess you might think I'm so totally crazy about it...But you have to watch it to experience what I'm talking about....
I'm going to continue watching my next episode...till den...
my pondered thoughts have spokenI'm going to continue watching my next episode...till den...
2:32:00 AM
Monday, February 21, 2005
''I'm at the top of the world and life's a pussy buffet'' R Kelly from lyrics of Wonderful
my pondered thoughts have spoken
2:15:00 AM
Dreamin of her...but I'm still wide awake...
2:20:00 AM
I can't get to sleep and its kinda late in the middle of the night. Probably the coffee I took on my way home that's making me wide awake or...is it I just can't stop thinking about her...Its kinda crazy how people react when they are in love, ha ha...and I'm probably one of the loonies, ha ha.
Why does it feels so long for morning to come...I can't wait for her to wake up to read the msg dat I send her a couple hours ago...sometimes I wonder how her face reacts when she gets my message...or how she looks when she sleeps...she must look heavenly when she sleeps...wish she's by my side now, watching her sleeping... giving her little kisses on her cheeks and lips......holding her close...feeling her gentle heartbeat in rythm with the sound of her sleeping......zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
my pondered thoughts have spokenWhy does it feels so long for morning to come...I can't wait for her to wake up to read the msg dat I send her a couple hours ago...sometimes I wonder how her face reacts when she gets my message...or how she looks when she sleeps...she must look heavenly when she sleeps...wish she's by my side now, watching her sleeping... giving her little kisses on her cheeks and lips......holding her close...feeling her gentle heartbeat in rythm with the sound of her sleeping......zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
2:20:00 AM
''I'm at the top of the world and life's a pussy buffet'' R Kelly from lyrics of Wonderful
2:15:00 AM
Stephen
1:47:00 AM
My darling Stephen called me today. It feels so good to hear his voice after a long while. Am glad that things are going on fine for him. Woohoo he's coming back to Singapore in 2 months time.
Ha ha, in case you guys are wondering...Stephen is my darling, dearest friend and 'mummy'. We met when he came to Da Paolo to work as a pastry chef. His desserts and pastries are so to die for (I miss his strawberry chocolate cake, my tummy is rumbling wid hunger now ha ha.). Everyone in Da Paolo misses him so much. His like the centre of attraction at work and there's never a dull moment when his around. Gosh and how much I've learnt about being gay from him, ha ha. He always makes me wish dat I wanna be gay rather than a lesbian, ha ha. But I love women too much to want to become gay :P.
Can't wait to see him again so that I can bug him about the love of my life, ha ha. He's always been nagging at me to get a daughter-in-law for him. Hopefully he has good vibes about her (I'm sure he'll cause she's so....amazing, beautiful, cute, deliciously hot, exclusively for moi....ha ha and the list goes on but I better stop before you guys fall asleep)...
my pondered thoughts have spokenHa ha, in case you guys are wondering...Stephen is my darling, dearest friend and 'mummy'. We met when he came to Da Paolo to work as a pastry chef. His desserts and pastries are so to die for (I miss his strawberry chocolate cake, my tummy is rumbling wid hunger now ha ha.). Everyone in Da Paolo misses him so much. His like the centre of attraction at work and there's never a dull moment when his around. Gosh and how much I've learnt about being gay from him, ha ha. He always makes me wish dat I wanna be gay rather than a lesbian, ha ha. But I love women too much to want to become gay :P.
Can't wait to see him again so that I can bug him about the love of my life, ha ha. He's always been nagging at me to get a daughter-in-law for him. Hopefully he has good vibes about her (I'm sure he'll cause she's so....amazing, beautiful, cute, deliciously hot, exclusively for moi....ha ha and the list goes on but I better stop before you guys fall asleep)...
1:47:00 AM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
You're Jack McPhee! Even though he is gay, that
doesn't mean you are...necessarily. You don't
have a lot of preferences, and are usually a
go-with-the-flow kinda person. You're usually
there when someone needs you. You know when to
be serious, and when to have fun. But not too
much fun!
Which "Dawson's Creek" Character are you?
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my pondered thoughts have spoken
6:48:00 AM
Me, Her and the Addictive Quizzes
7:11:00 AM
I think I'm so totally addicted to doin quizzes on quizzilla. Its fun and most of the time its true, hopefully I'm not too fanatic till most of my blog is filled with the quizzes, ha ha.
Anyways we sms each other last nite...gosh she is so sweet...I wis I can tell her how much she means to me and how much I love her but...I don't think its the right time yet cause I don't wanna rush things between us...and yet I always feel whenever we talk as if there's lots of things unspoken between us as if we are afraid to let it out....aaarrrgh its so frustrating but I know she's worth the waiting...can't stop thinking of her.................
Back to the quizzes, ha ha I can totally identify myself with Jack McPhee. He's one of my fav. characters in the show besides Joey Potter and Pacey. Actually I'm a bit of everything out of the dawson's creek's characters. I can identify with:
Jack cause of his confusion about being gay and going totally out in the open. Been there and done that...phew. But am glad dat I've friends that are supportive and accept me for being I am just the way his friends accept the way Jack is.
Dawson cause of his dreams of being a succesful director like Steven Spielberg. Ha ha, I dun really dig Spielberg's work though he's a very talented man. But I do have dreams of being a succesful scriptwriter as well as director one day. Maybe be a president for a gay channel in south east asia(ha ha, one of my long term goals).
Joey cause she's the type of person who likes to bottle up her feelings rather than letting it all out. She's kinda of a private person just like me. At times she's insecure which I can totally describe about me.
Pacey cause this dude is the joker and he don't really think much about himself. But he's more than who he thinks he is, he just needs the right girl to push him to work it. Ha ha, just the way I am.
Well gotta get ready for a long, draggy day at work...hope she sms me today.....:) only she can make me smile...
my pondered thoughts have spokenAnyways we sms each other last nite...gosh she is so sweet...I wis I can tell her how much she means to me and how much I love her but...I don't think its the right time yet cause I don't wanna rush things between us...and yet I always feel whenever we talk as if there's lots of things unspoken between us as if we are afraid to let it out....aaarrrgh its so frustrating but I know she's worth the waiting...can't stop thinking of her.................
Back to the quizzes, ha ha I can totally identify myself with Jack McPhee. He's one of my fav. characters in the show besides Joey Potter and Pacey. Actually I'm a bit of everything out of the dawson's creek's characters. I can identify with:
Jack cause of his confusion about being gay and going totally out in the open. Been there and done that...phew. But am glad dat I've friends that are supportive and accept me for being I am just the way his friends accept the way Jack is.
Dawson cause of his dreams of being a succesful director like Steven Spielberg. Ha ha, I dun really dig Spielberg's work though he's a very talented man. But I do have dreams of being a succesful scriptwriter as well as director one day. Maybe be a president for a gay channel in south east asia(ha ha, one of my long term goals).
Joey cause she's the type of person who likes to bottle up her feelings rather than letting it all out. She's kinda of a private person just like me. At times she's insecure which I can totally describe about me.
Pacey cause this dude is the joker and he don't really think much about himself. But he's more than who he thinks he is, he just needs the right girl to push him to work it. Ha ha, just the way I am.
Well gotta get ready for a long, draggy day at work...hope she sms me today.....:) only she can make me smile...
7:11:00 AM
You're Jack McPhee! Even though he is gay, that
doesn't mean you are...necessarily. You don't
have a lot of preferences, and are usually a
go-with-the-flow kinda person. You're usually
there when someone needs you. You know when to
be serious, and when to have fun. But not too
much fun!
Which "Dawson's Creek" Character are you?
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6:48:00 AM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
LeSbian-your completely les. you love women
Are you gay, strait or bi? ...Girls Only... (UPDATED...WITH PIX)
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my pondered thoughts have spoken
11:38:00 PM
Tomboy:
You dress pretty casual and you have short hair
that's pretty easy to style. You are probably
frequently mistaken for a young boy. You are
very passionate and fall in love easily.
What Kind Of Lesbian Stereotype Are You???
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my pondered thoughts have spoken
11:16:00 PM
LeSbian-your completely les. you love women
Are you gay, strait or bi? ...Girls Only... (UPDATED...WITH PIX)
brought to you by Quizilla
11:38:00 PM
Tomboy:
You dress pretty casual and you have short hair
that's pretty easy to style. You are probably
frequently mistaken for a young boy. You are
very passionate and fall in love easily.
What Kind Of Lesbian Stereotype Are You???
brought to you by Quizilla
11:16:00 PM
My very first time...
10:59:00 PM
Ha ha, I guess you must be wondering about what i'm going to blog tonite. The title itself sounds kinda sleazy but it ain't what you are thinking...I'm totally saving it for my special someone (dreamy smiles thinking of her). Ha ha I'm totally so sick ain't I. But come on I just can't help it, she just totally clouded my mind every single seconds.......
Anyways today was my very first practical for motor...boy it was so darn hot and to make matters worst...I've to wear all the safety gears (the knee and elbows protection, eeww the amount of sweat) and not forgetting the helmet. At the end of the day I'm like a walking fountain, ha ha. It was fun but kinda stressful cause I'm a bit slow compared to the rest in my team. Ha ha I've never ride a bloody bicycle in my life and here I am trying to balance on a motorbike. Well my instructor told me to brush up on my balancing cause I'm still not there yet. Kinda dissapointed but at the same time motivates me to do better in my next practical lesson. Ha ha, my friend will be dragging me next Tuesday to learn how to balance on a bicycle so dat it'll boost my confidence on my next round.
I'm so bloody tired. Hmm but I hope I can lose some of my weight through the torturous lessons I'll be going trough....sigh can't wait to get my hands on my Vespa (hope dat she'll be my first pillion ;) ha ha).
K i'm going back to dream more about....her....and also my Vespa (ha ha)
my pondered thoughts have spokenAnyways today was my very first practical for motor...boy it was so darn hot and to make matters worst...I've to wear all the safety gears (the knee and elbows protection, eeww the amount of sweat) and not forgetting the helmet. At the end of the day I'm like a walking fountain, ha ha. It was fun but kinda stressful cause I'm a bit slow compared to the rest in my team. Ha ha I've never ride a bloody bicycle in my life and here I am trying to balance on a motorbike. Well my instructor told me to brush up on my balancing cause I'm still not there yet. Kinda dissapointed but at the same time motivates me to do better in my next practical lesson. Ha ha, my friend will be dragging me next Tuesday to learn how to balance on a bicycle so dat it'll boost my confidence on my next round.
I'm so bloody tired. Hmm but I hope I can lose some of my weight through the torturous lessons I'll be going trough....sigh can't wait to get my hands on my Vespa (hope dat she'll be my first pillion ;) ha ha).
K i'm going back to dream more about....her....and also my Vespa (ha ha)
10:59:00 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
She
9:17:00 AM
Thoughts of her clouded my mind...from the time I wake up till I close my eyes...she's all I think about... every single second of my heartbeat...
I'm so totally crazy for dis girl...it's kinda scary the way I think about it...but I just can't help it...she's the sweetest person...the kind of girl who makes you smile everytime...all the tiny little things about her...she makes me wanna be a goooooood girl...
This song keep playing in my mind...while I'm thinking of her...
Crazy for this girl by Evan and Jaron
She rolls the window down
And she talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind
Would you look at her as she looks at me
She's got me thinkin about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
she was the one to hold me
the night the sky fell down
and what was I thinkin when
the world didn't end
why didn't I know what I know now
and right now
face to face all my fears
pushed aside and right now
I'm ready to spend
the rest of my life with you
my pondered thoughts have spokenI'm so totally crazy for dis girl...it's kinda scary the way I think about it...but I just can't help it...she's the sweetest person...the kind of girl who makes you smile everytime...all the tiny little things about her...she makes me wanna be a goooooood girl...
This song keep playing in my mind...while I'm thinking of her...
Crazy for this girl by Evan and Jaron
She rolls the window down
And she talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind
Would you look at her as she looks at me
She's got me thinkin about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
she was the one to hold me
the night the sky fell down
and what was I thinkin when
the world didn't end
why didn't I know what I know now
and right now
face to face all my fears
pushed aside and right now
I'm ready to spend
the rest of my life with you
9:17:00 AM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
My Beautiful Soul
1:55:00 AM
I'm so totally in love. Its funny cause eversince my last relationship I dun think much of falling in love again. Its just another 4 letter word to me.
But she opened my eyes to everything...I so totally love her...the way she surprises me sometimes...the way she showered me TLC...the way she make me smile just thinking of her...my beautiful soul dats who she is...an angel dat god send to me...she just make me feel so good about everything...not gonna let her go...it feels so good to love someone...
my pondered thoughts have spokenBut she opened my eyes to everything...I so totally love her...the way she surprises me sometimes...the way she showered me TLC...the way she make me smile just thinking of her...my beautiful soul dats who she is...an angel dat god send to me...she just make me feel so good about everything...not gonna let her go...it feels so good to love someone...
This song is for you, my beautiful soul...
Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
[Chorus]
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
1:55:00 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
The truth behind my blog...
1:23:00 AM
To set the record straight, I'm not a crazy nut case planning to kill all the heterosexuals on dis planet earth. I just hated the way people judge me juz coz I'm gay. Their disapproving looks at me and the way they talked to me like I'm some kind of outcast.
Since there's a word to describe hatred towards homosexuals, there should be a word to describe hatred towards straight people right. After doing my research on various dictionaries, there is no such word existed. So I just created it for fun and dat's how the word heterophobic came from.
Though I don't deny, that there wonderful straight people whom I've met in my life. Almost 95% of my friends are straight. I'm fortunate to have them in my life and for accepting me for who I am. But to those losers who can't accept me for who I am, too bad. Just get the fuck off my life!!!
So this blog is about me and my views, if you dun like it i dun care a damn!!!
my pondered thoughts have spokenSince there's a word to describe hatred towards homosexuals, there should be a word to describe hatred towards straight people right. After doing my research on various dictionaries, there is no such word existed. So I just created it for fun and dat's how the word heterophobic came from.
Though I don't deny, that there wonderful straight people whom I've met in my life. Almost 95% of my friends are straight. I'm fortunate to have them in my life and for accepting me for who I am. But to those losers who can't accept me for who I am, too bad. Just get the fuck off my life!!!
So this blog is about me and my views, if you dun like it i dun care a damn!!!
1:23:00 AM