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Saturday, April 14, 2007

my pondered thoughts have spoken
12:29:00 AM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

homophobia is extremely wrong

got dis through an email...it a video on homophobia...nice, sad video...to think dat there are people suffering because of the choices they make...haunting music though which i believe from placebo

to those people who think homesexuality is a sin...please do take time and reflect...cause homosexuality is not a sin...it is a choice and preference made by ourselves...with god's permission...cause everyone is special in god's eye...even though none of us are perfect...

my pondered thoughts have spoken
1:21:00 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

its been a while since i've speant quality time with myself...how therapeutic it can be...after slogging for 12days, nothing beats waking up early in the morning and have a walk by myself (through orchard rd with my big haversack, havainas cargo shorts and black tee, i look like a backpacker hur hur k more like a wannabe) ...i love to spend time alone...away from work and away from people that i meet everyday...not that i'm complaining or being anti-social...but its nice to be alone by oneself once in a while...

finally i'm done with "five people you meet in heaven by mitch albom"...the first book which i'm finally done with for this year...and i also found out that they made the movie out of the book, hopefully i can find it in singapore...an inspirational book about a guy name eddie a war veteran who died at the age of 83yrs old while trying to save a girl from getting killed...den the story bring us to five different people whom eddie met in heaven...which this five different people, there are five different stories and lessons to be learnt...fairness (first person - blue man), sacrifice (second person - his captain during war), forgiveness (third person - ruby, owner of the old ruby pier), love (fourth person - his wife, maguerite) and there's a reason for every existence ( last person - tala, the gal who died in the fire during war)...i shall end my blog with a quote at the last page of the book,"that each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one."...next stop ps. i love you (i know its a chick book :P)...

my pondered thoughts have spoken
12:09:00 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

lost and never found

today i lost a part of my life that was entirely made of you...yup i lost all my memories of you within a slip of my mind...how could i be so careless and why am i such a fool...why did i make dis huge mistake...nothing or no one in dis world can replace the emptiness i am feeling inside...if only i can go back to the first time i meet you...and keep all the sweet smses from you all these years...or is this a sign to let me know its time to let you go....why on earth did i left my hp inside my shorts and put it into the washing machine...yup i am so totally bloody fucking dumb asshole...

if i were to rewrite history of my life again...i wish i had met you when we were still kids...yup imagine being smitten with you from that very first innocent sight...growing up and growing old together, i will not let go of your hand till the day you let go of mine...as for now i will have to make do of your memories in my mind...

my pondered thoughts have spoken
12:28:00 AM

Monday, October 16, 2006

melancholic is the state of my mind

growing up is never easy...the path of adulthood, is filled wid obstacles, trials of heartache and filled wid dissapointment...or are we just never satisfied wid what we have...sometimes i wonder if i'm asking too much...all i wanna is juz a simple life and yet i'm always left dissapointed again and again...

if only mom is around...yup someone whom i can relate my problems to...someone to lend me a shoulder to cry on...and someone for me to hug and tell me everything is gonna be alrite...but she's gone...leaving me to fend for myself in dis wide big world...where happiness are just illusions...

i guess the best way to live is by not asking for anything...just live each day as it pasts by...cause when you start to love dats when your heart starts to break...

my pondered thoughts have spoken
9:24:00 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

its been a wk since i started workin in singtel...so far the job has been pretty slack compared to sh...yup i can just spend the whole day doin nothing and waiting for leads to do my calls...so most my time will be spend chatting wid my fellow colleagues, junking on my desk (k not so often) and reading up on the current promos for singtel broadband...yup currently i'm in the broadband team and my main job is to save my customers from the evil sh wahahahaha...the only downside working in here is that there's no interenet access and i can't msn...well as they say you can't have the best of both worlds rite...

apart from work...things in my life ain't goin on dat well...but i just don wanna be whiny in my blog...all i wanna say is the more you want something the bigger the dissapointment will be...dats reality...for now i'm just taking a step at a time...trying my best to get far away (yup call me a coward but some things are best left unspoken)...

well i guess dats all for now...ciao

my pondered thoughts have spoken
11:47:00 PM

Thursday, October 05, 2006

today will be the second time i'm leaving sh...i don know if i am looking forward to a new workplace...after being so comfortable for the past few mths...i hope kel and i will be able to adapt to the new workplace...and hopefully the ppl there are as nice as my beloved starhubbers :)...

anyways sorry to those of you who came into my blog and its not been updated...well my pc at home have gone kaput...so blogging at work is a bit of mission impossible...anyways lately not much to blog about...cause don wanna bore you guys wid mundane details of my daily life hahaha...

well for the latest updates...my dad finally got hitched...yup after 10years my mom passed away, i guess its time he moved on...at least there's someone to take care and accompany him...he has been in high spirits lately, i guess everything is goin on great for him...furthermore the auntie is a ver nice lady, funny and wah not a bad cook...hopefully i won't get fed till fat wahahaha...

oh yeah...goin to go bangkok in a few mths time in jan wid kel, peg and her bf...yup the 4 of us cheapo bought dirt cheap tickets from tiger airways when they were having promotions for their 2yr anniversary...it will be a first time trip for me...kinda excited...cause i heard bangkok is a shopping paradise...can't wait to get my hands on those cheap tees...especially my QAF tees which i've been dying to get...

and finally the month of october is here and i'm gonna continue to collect my 9,999 saga seeds for her or maybe not for her...hahaha k lets leave it like dat...who i shall give to when the time is right...the name will be revealed muahahaha...

k lah dats all for now till i have the chance to blog again...

my pondered thoughts have spoken
3:19:00 PM

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